So I been attending church lately a church I started taking my daughter to when she was around 8 years old. She got baptized in November of 2019 she in turn baptized me this past Sunday. They have a addiction class on Thursday night's im gonna start attending. A new job offer was recently offered. Man I messed up made some mistakes. You know tho when your in the grip of addiction sometimes you don't realize how bad you are or how bad shape your in. I have many friends that I've lost and due to heroin overdoses and seen a lot of bad things go down over the years. I look back at my youth and the things I've done and I admit I am ashamed man it's hard to look at yourself sober and look back at the things you've done. I remember being on this board for so long now and I just wonder if I'll ever gain the respect I once had here again or should I just pack it up and go to another board another name. Are there any real christian guys on here?