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The boy who owned me – My personal struggle with addiction
[font=merriweather, serif]I had created this site for a girl who I cared for greatly in an attempt to save her from her addiction this site is now becoming focused on how heroin destroys peoples lives that don’t even use.[/font]
[font=merriweather, serif]The girl in question is so beautiful so capable of so much, I however am no fool all I’ve ever been to her is money.[/font]
[font=merriweather, serif]I met her about 4 years ago, conned, lied, manipulated from day one but never stopped caring.[/font]
[font=merriweather, serif]How has her heroin use effected me personally?[/font]
[font=merriweather, serif]Everyday for over half a year in this latest battle to help her its the same thing. Promises of getting help, promises of not selling her body. EVERY day the nightmare continues like clockwork. Promises of getting help broke, every day its money or she sells her beautiful body. I give her money she promises to get help, promises to stop threatening to sell her body. Next morning she threatens to sell her body yet again and didnt get help.[/font]
[font=merriweather, serif]Last almost 2 months EVERY SINGLE day threatens to go back to her pimp, says she will stop talking to him, get help and come home if I give her money.[/font]
[font=merriweather, serif]Not ONE DAY has gone by that she came home, that she hasnt stopped talking to her pimp that shes gotten help.[/font]
[font=merriweather, serif]Over $10,000 since January 1st she has not kept ONE word to me and the nightmare like clock work continues[/font]
[font=merriweather, serif]Ive tried EVERYTHING, reached out to every possible place to get her help, used every bit of finances and credit I had yet every day more lies, more broken promises, more manipulation.[/font]
[font=merriweather, serif]Im no fool I know she doesnt even like me yet for some dumb reason I cared enough to destroy my life to get the only thing I truly wanted for HER to have a future for HERSELF[/font]
[font=merriweather, serif]I had created this site for a girl who I cared for greatly in an attempt to save her from her addiction this site is now becoming focused on how heroin destroys peoples lives that don’t even use.[/font]
[font=merriweather, serif]The girl in question is so beautiful so capable of so much, I however am no fool all I’ve ever been to her is money.[/font]
[font=merriweather, serif]I met her about 4 years ago, conned, lied, manipulated from day one but never stopped caring.[/font]
[font=merriweather, serif]How has her heroin use effected me personally?[/font]
[font=merriweather, serif]Everyday for over half a year in this latest battle to help her its the same thing. Promises of getting help, promises of not selling her body. EVERY day the nightmare continues like clockwork. Promises of getting help broke, every day its money or she sells her beautiful body. I give her money she promises to get help, promises to stop threatening to sell her body. Next morning she threatens to sell her body yet again and didnt get help.[/font]
[font=merriweather, serif]Last almost 2 months EVERY SINGLE day threatens to go back to her pimp, says she will stop talking to him, get help and come home if I give her money.[/font]
[font=merriweather, serif]Not ONE DAY has gone by that she came home, that she hasnt stopped talking to her pimp that shes gotten help.[/font]
[font=merriweather, serif]Over $10,000 since January 1st she has not kept ONE word to me and the nightmare like clock work continues[/font]
[font=merriweather, serif]Ive tried EVERYTHING, reached out to every possible place to get her help, used every bit of finances and credit I had yet every day more lies, more broken promises, more manipulation.[/font]
[font=merriweather, serif]Im no fool I know she doesnt even like me yet for some dumb reason I cared enough to destroy my life to get the only thing I truly wanted for HER to have a future for HERSELF[/font]
