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So, to fill you in on what's been going on lately in my life…..

J

JM750

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After having kids with my wife, she was a total changed person. I basically got kicked to the fucken curb. I used to tell her that I didn't mind being last on the list, but I wasn't even on the list!
Her and I have slept in separate quarters for at least 5 yrs now. I only stayed because the thought of not seeing my kids for 1 day was devastating. So towards the end of the Summer, she tells me her friend is moving in with us cause her friend can no longer stay with her husband and wants a divorce.
So, she moves her friend, her 12 yr old daughter and their un house broken fucken pug into the house.

I never put up a stink about the bitch moving in. I guess I'm too easy! anyway, the dog starts shitting and pissing on my 12 yr old's bed, three weeks of living under my roof and she has already brought 3 diff strange men into my house sitting in my kitchen table (that I wanted to throw the fuck out and had no clue who they are)
Ooh and the 2 of them are sharing a queen size bed! Nice for the kids to see huh?? WTF?
The 2 of them are glamorizing making drinks in front of the kids. Drinking every night. and the cunt thinks she took over my kitchen! Anyway, I had bitched about the noise from the kids (cause I live downstairs) amongst other things.

Next thing you know, my son is not talking to me at all. My 8 yr old daughter was and then all of a sudden stopped as well. So neither of my kids have talked to me in 3 months! Not a fucken word. And if I ask them why, they just shrug their shoulders.
Talk about wanting to fucking kill someone?? I have been dealing with this and it is a very hard thing to swallow. You don't ever want to go thru this. Trust me! I have been hurt by them from this so bad that if they ever do come around, I'm not even sure if I can let them back into my life.

I would watch them hug and kiss their Grandparents good by and they tell them that they love them, but they never do this for me! Again, WTF?

So after being stabbed in the heart and basically having bled out, I decided it's time to move out. My wonderful G/F will be taking me in. And she has just been a peach thru all this.
You guys know that I always said I'd never tell anyone about my AAS use, but I did tell her. And she is very supportive of it. She has a room that she totally dedicated for my gym. She painted the whole room for me as well.
And she will also be my new gym partner. So I'm also psyched for that. She's no model, and I don't give a fuck about that, but I'm gonna whip her into shape. Hopefully get some before and afters I can share with you all. But It will take a lil time to get her into the grove.

She makes me very happy and that is what counts for me right now. She is Costa Rican and knows how to treat a man. So now, it is all about making me happy. I don't have a whole lot of yrs left. and I can't keep going on being depressed. Thanks for listening to my little rant.
It is you guys that always keeps me going. I'd be dead or in jail if I didn't have the B.B. lifestyle to keep me pre occupied.
 
Remain Steadfast brother ,it does not matter one damn not what other people think about the girl who makes you happy ! Your the one who gets to wake up everyday and know you have a person who cares about you and you the same!As for your kids they will come around and wade right through all the bullshit , just keep your head high don't be there friend be there father always,respect will come round tenfold!
You will surely soldier on and get through the thorns.'
Take care Kris
 
Wow... I don't know you very well but my heart goes out to ya brother. That's a heart breaking story excpecialy with kids involved. Wish I had some answers for you but I don't. Stay strong and be true to your kids nothing stays the same. Thanks for sharing and good luck man.
 
Thank god your finally moving in with your gf. That sounds rough brother. Stay strong. I know you will. Keep up the hard work. Everything happens for a reason
 
JM,

I think its great bro. you deserve so much better than that shit... GTFO there!! Life is way to short to have to live life like that. I respect that you stayed there for the kids but ultimately only you can make yourself happy. Sounds like your on the way to happiness again. Just be careful about going from one relationship to another. That was somw real shit there I gave ya some Karma for it =) hit me up if theres anything I can do for ya man!!!
 
Vino 1 said:
Thank god your finally moving in with your gf. That sounds rough brother. Stay strong. I know you will. Keep up the hard work. Everything happens for a reason

I'm sure you have heard most of the story before. Yea, It was a hard decision to make, as I don't feel comfortable living under someone else's roof. Even if I am pitching in to help $$ wise.
But it has been killing me to stay here being treated like this from my own fucking kids! I can't afford my own place plus give her support for the kids, so this will work. And my G/F was dying for me
to move in anyway. She loves my ass! lol. I really think this is going to work well, and I can finally move on with my life and find happiness.

thanks all for chiming in. It helps.
 
Let me first state that I hate Divorce....but, that being said,....there is a time to cut and run. And, brother, you've hit it! Stay strong, love the kids, and enjoy the start of your new life! You have a right to be happy!!
I will say this..........when it comes time to go through with the legal issues.....don't get cheap GET A LAWYER!!! It will cost you up front, but will save you $$$ in the end.
 
Damn bro women can be some heartless ruthless cunts! It can be hard as fuck to let go and make things better by moving on...I went through a spell with a cold hearted hoe. She's 85% of the reason
I started doing drugs and became a hard core user. Last 6 months of the relationship was brutal
And using drugs went from recreational to a means of stopping the pain...BAD recipe !!!! It worked i didn't feel shit and moved on but a 15 year addiction followed me as a battle scar...
Really glad you found a better path and a woman who really cares and doing you right stay strong !
,
 
Again thanks for the support. I have been depressed for a while now. Monday I am making an appt to see a psychologist to get on some meds. And to just talk to someone professional. I have shed a lot of tears over the fact that the kids won't even talk to me. I did nothing to them. In fact, I was the Dad that spoiled them all the time. I never hit them. I'd yell, but that is it.

I was beat black and blue as a child as my brothers and sister was as well, and I swore I'd never do that to my kids. And I held up to that.
I know deep inside that I'm a good man, and a good father. So that just makes it harder for me to swallow.

I have been fighting alcoholism all my life, but this time, I did not hit the bottle. And I WONT! I am proud of myself for that. I been sober for over 1 yr now, and I ain't fucking that up!
Instead, I hit my weights. And it is you guys that keep me going. How could I ever explain going on a fucken bender to you guys. That just ain't happening...
 
Awesome!!!!!!! One of the things about this place.............ACCOUNTABILITY!!! I love it, sometimes I hate it. But, that's because someone trying to hold me accountable! Brotherhood!!
 
Your gf sounds very supportive and down to earth bro, sounds like she could very well help you through some issues. Coincidence, my son is engaged to a Costa Rican gal, short little thing. Keep focused.
 
stonetag said:
Your gf sounds very supportive and down to earth bro, sounds like she could very well help you through some issues. Coincidence, my son is engaged to a Costa Rican gal, short little thing. Keep focused.

LOL, mines a short little thing too. haha. But I will say that she knows how to treat a man. For example: If we are in bed and I say I'm hungry, she will get out of bed and make me something to eat.
If I stay over on a weekday where I have to get up for work, she gets up and cooks me a full breakfast.
She clips my fingernails, and then gets out some buffing stick to make them all nice and smooth and shiny! LOL
She gets a warm wash cloth and cleans me up after you know what! lol, I never asked her to do this.

nothing against you guys with American girls, but i have never been treated like this from an american girl. I'm sure they exist tho. When I'm with her, I'm happy.
 
I can't imagine what that must have been like but I glad u escaped cause it sounds like they aren't good people and your better off not being disrespected like that...
 
Oh Hell....that's just wrong! You didn't have to go and post that shit.........You Suck! 😉
 
Sorry to hear this bro. i will say a prayer for you
 
Your a good guy jm. I'm sorry to hear about the family misfortunes. Good things come to good people. It sounds like your in a better situation right now. I'm kinda going thru my own mess right now. I'll post up about it when its all over. Just gotta hang in there and tomorrow is a new day.
 
Damn man sorry to hear about all the grief, I would have lost it long ago and killed someone for sure! Your a better man than me to be so patient, but I'm sorry you had to go through all that. You deserve that new Chica and glad she treats you like a king.
 
She is not Ms America and she don't wear makeup and all that shit.
But she treats me very well. And would do anything for me.

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JM750 said:
She is not Ms America and she don't wear makeup and all that shit.
But she treats me very well. And would do anything for me.
Dude.......She's your Mrs. America!! Don't forget that!!
Anybody that's willing to put up with you is Special! 😉
 

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