This whole industry just fascinates me. I find it so interesting how it all works and how one begins to know who, or how, to develop those types of relationships and connections. One of my big hesitations with starting any type of aas use was the worry of what if I start and then somewhere down the road am no longer able to source the drugs I need or want. Want if the boards go away, what if the quality sources dry up, what if I become dependent on the drug use in order to maintain my build or my athletic performance and then am left not being able to get access to it any longer. So I have always been so curious how one can make the decision to become a professional bodybuilder and be absolutely 100% sure that you will ALWAYS be able to have access to everything you need to be successful. If their access to drugs went away,, so does their career. So howcome i worry about always having a source and they can be so certain that they always will? Because let's be real, for me or you not having access to 1 or 2 compounds is no big deal. But we know those guys require excessive amounts of everything in order to stay the size or shape they are. So without sounding odd, its just always fascinated me how that component of this world works. For me, all I know is sourcing some goods from a UGL on a board like this. But for them, I'm sure it looks totally different. In the past I've had guys tell me that the pros are on boards like these or that some of the top sources we know on here also have extensive client lists that consist of pro bodybuilders and athletes. But I feel that their success and livelihood in their field is too important to rely just on a source board like the average Joe. Is it that once you get so far in the sport, you get introduced to a whole different world of people buying and producing drugs explicitly for the top elite? Like the WWE or something as example, make it so far as a wrestler and then you get introduced to the in house chemist who buys the raws and brews for the athletes? Some also say that the pros primarily brew their own goods, as to not have to rely in online sources, etc. Home brewing has always been intriguing to me but i just know nothing about it and am too scared to buy raw powder overseas. i guess that works just like buying the finished product on a board, with time and reviews you come to know what manufacturer has quality product and a good shipping system as to stay under the radar. Just fascinates me, the inner working of the underground. Part of me feels like yeah ok everyone is using different boards like these and some of the same well reputed sources. But the other part knows there must be something bigger, that someone like me will never experience. As mentioned above, my #1 fear was that I start and then one day can no longer find a place to get my drugs from. After I already crossed over and changed my lifestyle, not being able to continue was always fear #1. Because if the boards all got shut down or some new internet regulation came out, I wouldn't know where to go. Some of you on here, or some of the admins and mods across the boards seem to know some of the UGLs personally, which is great since you would still have a line of connection even without the internet. But that is not my case. Some may be familiar with the dark web or dark net, but I never took the time to learn that component of things. Sorry for my novel here, but yeah, I just always get intrigued about what consists in the true underground world of this sport and industry that I will never have the opportunity to know. Its just cool, thats all lolThey have connections that most don't.