Just an update guys, i feel amazing!!! Been working with a therapist and dr, finally on an antidepressant that works, adex also helped me shed crazy water weight. I look soo much better. Before i couldnt get out of bed before 2 pm. Now im up 8 am or earlier everyday and ready to go. Im actually enjoying life. I havent felt this good since i can remember. Crazy how life can change. I was contemplating suicide. Sex drive is back, everyone notices im a new man, thanks for the help bros!